- From 11PM onward I get so hyper.
- I like hugging people.
- I like smelling or sniffing. HAHAHA
- Green, pink and black is my favorite color
- I sometimes think I’m a dude. HAHAHA
I hate the feeling when I worry too much for someone and the tendency that I cannot go to bed of thinking too much.
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1. You talk about other guys and he gets weird. Just weird.
2. No matter the time or the place—you two could have just bumped into each other at a bar at 7pm—at the drop of a hat, he will go home with you to smoke.
3. Every time he gets drunk he tells you he loves you and…
People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.
Okay, so it’s 1:39 in the morning. I’m still awake. Everything seems cool and smooth and definitely fine. But the truth is I’m not fine. Everyday I act like I’m fine like I got no issues with some stuffs. But every second I still think of those ‘what ifs’ that keeps on bothering me. At this time, I usually become so emotional or hyper. It depends, but usually it is either of the two. I just realized awhile ago that because I get so dramatic with some stuffs it’s because I just want to know how important I am to a person. If they appreciate me. I would also like those words, and when I say that I don’t believe in you, well, all you have to do is tell me again and show it thru your little acts. i also hate the fact that I get jealous, it’s normal for me, but I just hate the feeling. It’s like I’m carrying a sack of rice inside my heart. Everything is falling but I’m trying to keep my heart and mind on the tracks so I would not give up on these life events. I just really want to be same old me. The happy-go-lucky girl. The believer. The lover. The Rachell that everyone used to know. And everyday I keep telling myself that people are just so unpredictable. They hurt people like feelings don’t exist at all. Like they don’t care if you get hurt and shatter, they may treat you as trash as a piece of shit but I guess that’s how they get their happiness. They get their happiness from seeing other people sad and ruined. :(